if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Thursday, October 26, 2006

2dae got back our result slips... i'm satisfied with my results... after the amount of effort i've put in... cos i think the NTU H3 Maths is my motivation... hahax... now i'm eligible for H3 subjects... so i think it's time for me to work hard for my dream... hahax :)
i understand that when i take H3 Maths, there's definitely a price to pay... it's something that money can never buy... but for the sake of our dreams, the price that we pay is always worth it... although the process maybe excruciating and torturous... hahax... i assume
now i've watched goong till episode 15... hahax... 9 more episodes to go... so muz progress steadily... hahax :)
i believe that now as a young adult, we muz be responsible for watever we do... and this includes our studies, personal decisions and so on... in addition, i oso think that we definitely need discipline to achieve our dreams... so wat i'm thinking is that the journey will be very tough... but this is wat i want... for the sake of my dreams, i think everything is worth it... hahax :)
jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:39 PM

Friday, October 20, 2006

now everybody is dragging OP... which is really damn tiring... but for the sack of A Level results, have to chiong... jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!
and oso i've been constantly watching goong... watched till episode 11... my progress was rather steady... 1 episode per day... hahax... now having some internal war and conflict... shall not tell much... or else people will say i'm a spoiler... and to cousin lynn... pls dun tell me the whole story... i knew u watched the whole drama four times... hahx :)
frankly speaking... to comment on the show... Chaegyung is really cute... and Hyorin is really pretty... have the looks to be a princess... hahax... juz some of my thoughts :)
btw, it seems everybody is crazy over goong... but i can't deny that it's really a fantastic korean drama... hahax
btw... our class is participating in the games day on monday... hahax... form a team of seven and play five sports, namely soccer, basketball, dodgeball, captain ball and floorball... wahhhhhhhh... that means have to play all five games... then using point collection system, a winner will be determined by the end of the day... hahax
our class has sent two groups to participate... hehe... have somehow practised for the games day liao... now i think it's the matter of being able to perform on that day... but at the end of the day, it's juz for the sake of fun... so no real competition :)

i know that i have loved you ... at 9:24 PM

Monday, October 16, 2006

2dae was judgement day... we got back all our promo papers to check our marks and u will not get it back anymore... and considering the fact that promos consists 60% of the overall score... hahax
dun want to say about my results... or else the aftermath may be really bad... but juz want to say i think i've not disappoint miss lim... hahax... juz now she was smiling to me... but i think discretely... hahax... she should be happy for me... and i think she realised my full potential... so expect more from her... i think oso :)
but i have something to say... the period of getting back our promo results is considered a time with mixed feelings... that's wat i think... some will be happy... some may be sad or depressed... some may be overwhelmed with joy... it really depends on each individual
but the most important thing is that life has to move on... we cannot possibly stay stagnant and juz dwell on the present... face the reality and move on... although the reality can be very cruel
no matter wat the outcome is, the most important thing is that we have to accept it... what's over is over... life is juz like a blank piece of paper... it's for us to draw or scribble or tear or so on... life belongs to us... and how we want it to be is purely up to us :)
haiz... juz some food for thought... cos i have to be ready for the aftermath after the release of promo results... haiz... life is juz like this

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:36 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

2dae was nyjc open house... quite ok... i muz say... and the fact that i was the tour guide made me feel somewhat quite confident... in a way... hahax
actually considered no lesson... juz PW tutorial from 9am to 11am... then that's the day... hahax
lately i've been watching goong (Princess Hours)... it's really a nice korean drama... really unique as compared to other korean dramas... i think i'm going to get addicted... watever... almost everybody around me is watching and starting to get hooked to it... hahax :)
actually wanted to borrow from my cousin... then she burnt it to a blank disc and she deleted everything... wahhhhhhhhhhh... that was really a waste of resources... i assume... hehex
haiz... now i've been reflecting on the decisions that i've made in life... it's definitely not easy... sometimes i really dun want to think about it... and the fact is that sometimes it's hard to accept... but i think the most fruitful decision i've made is the guts to take H3 Maths... many people say it's really not easy... but i've the interest in Maths... and such a decision is a big leap towards my dream... i really want to pursue my dreams... and i want to get into NTU Major Maths course... slowly... hopefully my Maths promos is a boost towards my goals... and with the support from everywhere... especially Miss Lim, after what she said to me after the night study programme where she believes i can make it :)
btw... juz now Mrs Wang asked me whether i want to participate in Singapore Physics Olympiad... haiz... i rejected her request... u noe... i really prefer Maths... and that's not going to change... a dream is meant to be pursued... believe in urself and strive for ur dreams
yup... rmb this sentence... this was wat i oso told to my sec2 class last year... "Believe in yourself and strive for your dreams"... jiayou jiayou jiayou :)

i know that i have loved you ... at 1:14 AM

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

ystd went to gracehaven... then played soccer there... hahax... won 5-4... i scored hat-trick... and a bit of luck from aaron... who almost scored an own-goal... hahax :)
haiz... sometimes i was thinking... just let nature takes its course... we sometimes cannot defy fate... or else the disappointment will be greater
talked with miss lim this morning... she is really a good lending ear... but dunnoe why she say muz constantly dig her ears so that she will have a fresh pair of ears... hahax
she really talked to me about lots of stuff... and she said i'm growing up... and i'm a big boy... so she believes i can make decision independently... ya... that's true... she understands my situation... the more u wait, the greater is the disappointment
but she oso i'm crappy... ok... i admit i'm quite crappy... my sec sch friends oso say that... always talk crap under the sun... hahax... that's me
and she say she will miss my crappiness... hahax... so that i muz continue to talk more crap... watever... i dunnoe wat i'm talking about
btw... miss lim does play squash... ok... first time knowing that... so that means can challenge the squash boys... but i think she prefers to challenge aaron... cos she likes aaron cuteness...then maybe challenge wilson... cos miss lim oso say wilson very cute.... ya... that's true... then i'm not sure after that... hahax
haiz... juz rmb... the higher ur expectations, the greater is the disappointment :(

i know that i have loved you ... at 4:50 PM

Friday, October 06, 2006

ok... 2dae is friday... actually nothing much... but i'm juz a little worried about my results... haiz
really want to chiong pw and do well for it... i do agree that it's the easiest subject to score if we really put in the effort... but the reality is: "Do we want to do so?"... haiz... juz to ponder about it
actually not easy... but have to do so... this is the reality... sometimes we juz have to accept it
thinking back... i do have lots of regret... sometimes i juz cannot accept it... maybe it's because of me being foolish or naive... i'm not sure
but the fact is that i tell myself not to dwell about the past mistakes... i agree it's good for self-reflection and personal development... but we have to move on... always look on the bright side of life and move on... if we keep worrying about the past, then i think we will juz remain stagnant... so move on and be stronger... only in this way then we will learn and understand ourselves better
haiz... juz some self-reflection on my part... it's really time to move on... really dunnoe wat to say... haiz :(

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:40 PM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

wahhhhhhhhh... 2dae was the last paper... hahax... finally there's liberation :)
chemistry paper 1 and 2 was ok... considered quite easy... definitely not as bad as paper 3... where that one was considered a demoraliser... and oso there's sufficient to finish the paper... hahax
then physics paper 1 and 2 was really conisdered a pure killer... paper 1 was quite ok... but paper 2 was... LEGEND!!! the first 4 questions was rather ok... but i was stunned at the last question... wahhhhhhhh... happily give us lots of data and expect us to answer the whole question... then dunnoe muz calculate the maximum efficiency with a strange formula... sianz... dunnoe wat to say about that
haiz... although i rather happy that the promos are over... but still have pw and A level Chinese... sianz... then i'm quite afraid of the overall results... haiz... 27/10 is the day where our fate will be decided... haiz... nvm... juz look at the bright side of life... stay happy and smile always... hahax :)

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:06 PM

Monday, October 02, 2006

2dae was physics paper 3 and economics... physics was ok... mrs wang say it's going to be quite hard lor... but when i received the paper, then i was thinking: "if you've studied hard, then this paper should be a breeze"... to me, it's quite ok... not too bad actually... hahax :)
then economics is like total rush hour... it's like when i received paper 1... which is the case study... then i immediately read the extract and the qns... and i juz CHIONG!!! it's like u totally dun have sufficient time to stop and take a deep breath and calm urself... it's literally impossible... wat to do with an hour... hahax :)
then when i received paper 2... which is the essay questions... i juz looked at it and planned it in my brain... then i juz continue chionging... wahhhhhhhhh... 45 minutes is a little too short... but wat to do... hahax :)
finally wednesday is the last paper... chemistry paper 1 and 2 and physics paper 1 and 2... i'm dying for this moment... actually everybody is oso dying for that... wahhhhhhhhh... end at 5pm... nvm... juz give myself the last surge of energy and reach for the finishing line... jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!
btw... 2dae played soccer... hahax... won 1-0... that means we won 0617... hahax... dunnoe how many times i headed the ball for a clearance... but it's not easy... juz be gradual and build up the momentum... but it's tiring to play continuously... nvm... i've found my preferred position... which is the right-back... but oso have to train left-back... muz be swift and versatile... hahax :)

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:33 PM

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